ph. warmer weather experiences

today was nice and cool spring is almost here it was nice to finally get a break from winter i was in a good mood today people were in a good mood the bikes and scooters came out to play people started wearing their feisty clothing because it's warmer now. during the winter we the people usually only come into contact with each other mainly indoors so yuh know it's kind of hectic at times, especially in a smelly foggy cramped bus.

but today we were free people left people alone the sky was blue and clean with some nice fluffy rolling clouds it looked like back home in TT. the breeze was nice the birds singing was nice even watching the traffic was nice people seemed to be happily minding they're own business.

but then it will get hot, all the initial niceties will be over, summer will be here with all the forest fire smog and pollution and bad air quality as it has been for the past few summers. low income people will be worried about how they're going to live the dream. high income people worried about if anyone is going to come and snatch that dream away from them they worked so hard for.

people here are definitely different from TT, when they go on vacation they visit our beaches but they never stay. the weather was nice today calm and clean and quiet. i took some pictures and walked around for a while it was nice not to wear all that winter clothing. when they see you looking like a freshy free range tourist with a camera they leave you alone because they know we're not sick and obscene like them with their poisonous indoor inorganic paranoid mad cow diseases.

so it's the holidays and after fasting i go around to the different prayer houses to see what they have to eat and see some friends. most of my friends are married have children have a job have a life to live. it's not the same as before. people change. they are more busy, they look tired and worn out they can't wait to get this life over with and move on. it's not that bad they still love life but it's exhausting. yep it's a struggle, this is planet bloodshed.

almost every prayer house i go to has a problem with the shoe area and keeping socks clean. today before sunset i got ready early to go eat in the prayer house because i was really hungry i only had a bite to eat the day before so i was really looking forward to breaking fast with some spicy indian food.

i saw someone coughing and sneezing on his way to the prayer house walking up the pavement and fully blowing his nose into a napkin then on purpose he held the napkin in the palm of his left hand and firmly grabbed the door handle and went inside. the handle was wet and glossy, you could see the shine on it. i don't think he was a member, some non members always come to eat, there are a lot of them.

there are people who come to the prayer houses specifically to cause mischief, we have no security. they have the poor women locked away in the basement or in the back divided you don't know what's going on.

this was on the first week of the holidays, i saw someone step in some junky puke just outside and go inside staining the carpet area where people walk barefeet. 

when i entered this prayer house i took off my shoes at the entrance here and was wondering how i was going to get inside without walking in someone else's shoe prints. there is no other way to get inside and so my socks did get dirty. people just don't care anymore.

this is another place on another different day. people always bring food and leave it on the shoe shelf for us to break fast with, you can see the shoe stains right there where they put the food right on it.

people don't warn new members about this, i've seen people join the community and fall into the same mistakes as everyone and this is just related to hygiene. sometimes the carpet smells like sweaty socks crotch and sometimes second hand cigarette smoke if you're praying in a spot a smoker prayed in or next to someone who smells bad.

people usually only warn new members about other prayer houses and other sects not because they really care but because they want to beef up their own congregation for tax benefits and it works magic on your ego. for instance you cant be seen with remembrance beads in some prayer houses they say it's a punishable offence. i've seen people come to the prayer house to join and become a member and they can't even pronounce the witnessing properly and this is the most important decision in life. the person helping them pronounce the witnessing make them sound so retarded. sh uh ah buh ra muh su and the new member has to repeat themselves like an idiot.

my diet needs more fruits n vegetables

i've been tracking my diet and i realize i eat way too much meat and sugar almost everyday. i didn't eat so much junk food when i was living in TT, even the junk food in TT is better than here at least it's still derived from organic raw materials. the mass produced inorganic groceries we have here has less nutritional content than before and with every new invention on how to mass produce food and keep it on the store shelves for longer still adds to constantly lowering the quality. right now i'm craving coconut water, not the nutritionally inorganic sludge available in the grocery stores but a real coconut. today i was watching a video on how to make home made cheese and it's all milk. whatever different types of cheese always start with milk, even butter comes from milk sooo i'm thinking i should just drink milk and honey. 

i'm looking up superfoods because i want to keep my shopping list short and sweet and easy. sometimes i walk into the supermarket and get lost reading all this fine print. i wonder what they eat in  prison to get so big and strong?

ph. random photos.

 

My handwriting is nicer than yours. (i knw u'd b jls)

The pros and cons of searching for information. 

people write and people talk and people photograph and people video. the latest stats show that social media is over 60% artificial intelligence for advertising purposes only.

the easiest thing to do is read the information and answer questions. pass exams and start a business. commercials used to be funny now people are panicking. advertisers are jumpung ship the whole entire stockmarket is going into a frenzy. 

QUESTION: How do i pause my stockmarket activity for a day. Does it still keep working 247 365? Or do we have to pay a fine? Which stockmarkets close for the weekend? Can i close my website for 24hrs? ainswer me

ai hacker virus shutdown my computer omgsh.

dishes laundry kitchen washroom den snow on the balcony. sometimes when i'm playing video games the squad will be sneaking into enemy territory to capture the flag and i'll go booming in because i never have the general lobby chat and background music sound on 🔇 just the mechanical sounds on sometimes hackers break in and turn the team voice chat volume on and off and the i have to leave the game and reset the settings. it's really time consuming like when BELL tries to make you wait 30m on the phone to query and overcharge. do i hang up and pay the excess or do i wait some more and then spend another 30m trying to answer dumbass questions from someone overseas who doesn't even spek English. m not wrkng 2dy

px. Home TT.

Our very small island Trinidad & Tobago (combined population 1.5M 2025) known as the 'lands of the hummingbirds' has a lot of natural resources like oil and gas (which the politicians constantly fight over) and we have two wonders of the world, the Nylon Pool in Tobago and the never ending Pitch Lake in the south of Trinidad. There was an economic boom in the country after WW2 and during the Cuban Missile Crisis. Things were steadily progressing until the 90s coup which destabilized the economy where a lot of the upper class citizens migrated leaving the country to those less well equipped to operate it. The rainy season is from June to December and we are just outside the hurricane path so we don't worry about that. Since then things haven't been the same, the island is unique in a way that it is the only country in the world with half the population from Africa and the other half from India and our English accented bush dialect is the most advanced accent on the planet, not many people speak it you wouldn't understand.

(1) MY HOUSE (2) SOLD PROPERTY (everyone migrated, use to be a lumber yard, cement storage, a hardware and a Raja Yoga centre on the top floor (3) FAMILY HOUSE (4) 12 FOOT WATERFALL where the street level and sub street level intersecting waterways meet (used to be a river stream before the area was built up) (5) MAIN GARDEN (fruits vegetables herbs spices) (6) LIVESTOCK AREA (7) FAMILY HOUSE (8) FAMILY HOUSE (9) small garden area, where we keep the dogs (10) gardening area, use to have tall coconut trees. kings didn't live like how we lived naturally free and open

vd. 1m lotr vd cLp. watched a movie last night making dinner.

ph. Snowed in winter weekend.

what i did today, stayed home because the city was snowed in, some buses didn't run. went shopping for canned soup, ended up making something else. looking for a taxpaying job maybe online. foreign language speakers for certain exotic languages are in demand, some starting above 50k/yr nice perfect.

still missing home everybody see you soon