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in case i live to bee 100 yrs and forget everything, everything like bad memories grudges wars all the unwanted baggage stuff. i think i was one of the first people to get covid-19 but i didn't know what it was i thought it was just a terrible seasonal flu then the pandemic hit in full swing. when the world was confined to our homes i got bored and overdosed a couple times accidentally stupid me, overdosed on everything junky and got really extra sick.

when i did visit the doctors they couldn't figure out what was going on exactly like a lot of other patience, they said it must be something from the virus and junky stuff and maybe lifestyle habits, some people who recovered retained side effects some serious some mild and some that just went away some healed completely.

me i had a strange anomalous reaction and recovery process my immune system became super sensitive to everything the noise the light the air i breathe smells and taste all my senses went into emergency mode. ever since then i became extra super sensitive to everything like bright sunlight in the morning or sudden noises past a threshold decibel and smells like perfume food cooking air quality dust etc. when i revisited the doctors and specialists to check it out they said it was indeed a bunch of complicated head aching side effects from the virus and that many people had weird aftermath recovery reactions some temporary some permanent. they prescribed medications that i only take when i have to, they said time will heal.

now i have to be more careful of my environment, the foods i eat have to be more naturally organic i can't stay indoors in crowded places for too long the dust the air obnoxious people's breath their biological six feet cloud bright lights irritating noises like stupid loud commercials, animals on public transport and human body sweat from their skin the crotch area the soles of our feet palm sweat left on public spaces like hand rails public places to sit fabric that absorbs the moisture and radiate it out diffusing in the air etc.. laundry has to be done more regularly now i have to shower more often so to brush off dead skin cells and other minor stuff that is now more important like more frequent grooming.

life is different now on disability support, because of my new condition i have to be extra careful of the interactions with my environment so i don't need to take medication. if everything is safe as prescribed then this is good for me i can work but it has to be a nice simple special controlled environment so i don't get affected negatively or infect someone else myself. it's expensive...

i need to organize and fix this place up. greetings earthlings how is everyone I am fine summer is here nice outside a bit muggy because of the heat. just keeping in touch thinking about learning fluent hindi. i was looking in the mirror the other day at my indian features and i thought about how my people in trinidad are from india and how we don't live in india and how some of us have english in our names even some or our nicknames are english and about how our first mother tongue language is not fluent hindi. lol i am somebody else, my residential  location my name and my culture does not fully match my ancestral dna omg who am i i don't see any foreign locals with our names who speak our language and who live in india. i think i have been assimilated lol omg. idk i've been wondering if i should consider moving back to the original motherland to really be back home where my people are from.

now what do i do? well I could go into environmental science and try to save the planet : ) peace and love and responsibility. call meee

hi fam and friends how is the weather how is everything woh we cooking. well everything good with me went out fuh ah cheese pie early dis mornin just enjoying the dark quiet the birds was loud by de park dey. i good everything good ah juss wish ah could make dis money and come home quick. 

toronto has 3 million people, everyday day each one of us discharges a good pound of waste and dump it in the lake... den they process it do drink from the same water. hmph me eh know nah, i know where i live we drink water from the river springs from the water treatment plant by WASA dey.

anyhow things good i eat i drink i have internet life good it just lonely. so far fuh de year me eh meet no trini or talk no trini. i just trying to make dis money. will keep in touch today is cleaning recycling i might cook up a stew curry sumting later.

exercise water sleep dream refresh

in my caste-system family business from HR we almost always exclusively hire people interviewed in white uniforms up front, bqz they don't steal drink smoke flirt, or try to score some un scheduled overtime etc. some of them work through fasting when it comes around and go home early leaving the place smelling like soap & flowers. u don't have to always keep an eye on them wtchng them all the time bqz they dont talk much and take their agreed upon 15 m brk to rfrsh or whtvr whnvr they want.

we used to loose more money hiring friends and family and just write-it-off (lol) 

so one day i see dis new fellah wokin fuh we puh dong ah carpet on the very top of a pallette stack of expensive imported scratch-resistant marble tiles he wuz packing and securing to ship fuh won ah we costamuz and wuz facing NE instead of direct E so i show im east is dis way and i ask him why he doh face dis way pointin wid mih two hands clasp togedda direct east facing towards sunrise cuz i knw dee sun duz rise dis way and shadows come across ovah here dee oddah way... he say bqz NE trade winds come in over the mountain from diss way and it closa.

hmmm closa tuh wot?

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today in my boring life. paperwork. passwords. clean out twitter accounts. transfer data from blog to twitter. fwd all emails to one email. set up the jynpu social accounts for sale. combine jynpu and busysmiley accounts. keep karmadreamerz seperate for imperfections. clear out gardenethics for data.

my diet needs more fruits n vegetables

i've been tracking my diet and i realize i eat way too much meat and sugar almost everyday. i didn't eat so much junk food when i was living in TT, even the junk food in TT is better than here at least it's still derived from organic raw materials. the mass produced inorganic groceries we have here has less nutritional content than before and with every new invention on how to mass produce food and keep it on the store shelves for longer still adds to constantly lowering the quality. right now i'm craving coconut water, not the nutritionally inorganic sludge available in the grocery stores but a real coconut. today i was watching a video on how to make home made cheese and it's all milk. whatever different types of cheese always start with milk, even butter comes from milk sooo i'm thinking i should just drink milk and honey. 

i'm looking up superfoods because i want to keep my shopping list short and sweet and easy. sometimes i walk into the supermarket and get lost reading all this fine print. i wonder what they eat in  prison to get so big and strong?

px. Home TT.

Our very small island Trinidad & Tobago (combined population 1.5M 2025) known as the 'lands of the hummingbirds' has a lot of natural resources like oil and gas (which the politicians constantly fight over) and we have two wonders of the world, the Nylon Pool in Tobago and the never ending Pitch Lake in the south of Trinidad. There was an economic boom in the country after WW2 and during the Cuban Missile Crisis. Things were steadily progressing until the 90s coup which destabilized the economy where a lot of the upper class citizens migrated leaving the country to those less well equipped to operate it. The rainy season is from June to December and we are just outside the hurricane path so we don't worry about that. Since then things haven't been the same, the island is unique in a way that it is the only country in the world with half the population from Africa and the other half from India and our English accented bush dialect is the most advanced accent on the planet, not many people speak it you wouldn't understand.

(1) MY HOUSE (2) SOLD PROPERTY (everyone migrated, use to be a lumber yard, cement storage, a hardware and a Raja Yoga centre on the top floor (3) FAMILY HOUSE (4) 12 FOOT WATERFALL where the street level and sub street level intersecting waterways meet (used to be a river stream before the area was built up) (5) MAIN GARDEN (fruits vegetables herbs spices) (6) LIVESTOCK AREA (7) FAMILY HOUSE (8) FAMILY HOUSE (9) small garden area, where we keep the dogs (10) gardening area, use to have tall coconut trees. kings didn't live like how we lived naturally free and open, it was nice.